My week in the non-specific North West

It's 5 past 12 and my 2nd visit to the greater Seattle, Washington area is coming to a close.  By this time tomorrow, I will be on a plane due south for San Antonio Texas.

I been on the road a lot the past couple of weeks.  I was in New Jersey in early October for User Conference, then spent 5 nights the following week in Houston, Texas.  I made it home in time to do laundry and spent a sleepy Sunday morning with Rhiannon before packing my bags and hopping on a plane Sunday night. I'm now only one night away from being back home for the remainder of 2014.

If all goes well, my life will return to complete norm when I pick up Elliot and Amos from my parents.  Travel and heavy workloads in 2014 - kept them at their place for a good part of the year and I'll finally get to have them in my day to day life.

I'm stoked about this for obvious reasons...  but I'm curious to see how it affects the dynamic I currently have at home.  Rhiannon and I have had the luxury of spending weekends away from the apartment without giving anyone notice and we've been known to get in at the earliest hours of the morning.  That will change a little bit with having Elliot back in the apartment... but that's a small price to pay to have the little guy back in our lives.

Anyhoo...  life in the non-specific-north-west has been rather uneventful this week.  With the exception of visiting the resting place of Jimi Hendrix.  (He's roughly 7 miles away from me this very moment) I've pretty much spent the week avoiding the rain...

Fuck, does it rain up here.  There's no thunder or lighting.  The skies are simply grey and water falls from above unimpeded for what seems likes 48 straight hours now.

I recall Detroit being headache grey all the time, but this shit is damn near depressing.  If the sun were to make 3 hour appearance this afternoon, I would seriously debate setting up a folding table and chair to enjoy the weather outside.

Matt Dillon playing "Cliff" - lead singer of Citizen Dick in the movie Singles.  Jimi's old headstone in the back.

Matt Dillon playing "Cliff" - lead singer of Citizen Dick in the movie Singles.  Jimi's old headstone in the back.

But enough about the weather... lets get back to Jimi Hendrix.  When I came up to Seattle earlier this year, the only thing I didn't get to do was visit his gravesite.  The idea of visiting his grave site can be traced back to my first viewing of SINGLES.  I had this indescribable want to take a selfie at his gravestone and send it back to friends who would appreciate the reference.

I didn't really get to read what the little stones said around the memorial. I believe it had family members names tho'

I didn't really get to read what the little stones said around the memorial. I believe it had family members names tho'

Much to my surprise - the simple gravestone seen in the movie has been replaced with a memorial.  A three sided dome-thingy that has a number of etched stones bearing Jimi's likeness.

The memorial is set quietly on the grounds of Greenwood Memorial Cemetery in Renton, Washington.   With the exception of some grounds keepers, I pretty much walked onto the gravesite uninterrupted and spent roughly 20 minutes alone with my thoughts before taking photographs of the memorial.

While the memorial dwarfs just about every other marker on the grounds - it's tasteful and it's easily accessible to the public.  There's no admittance fee or log book to sign when you visit the Park.  There's also no gift shop to walk out of upon your exit to ruin your experience...   It's simply a well kept cemetery in rural, Seattle Washington that sits across the street from a McDonalds and Technical College.

I spent a lot of time thinking about other people while visiting the gravesite...  I thought about my dear friend Chivo - who loved Jimi Hendrix.  I also thought about my college roommate Rae Rae, who had a borderline unhealthy admiration for Hendrix.  

The right side of the Monument.

For him, all other guitarists/musical artists were inferior.  Hours and I mean fucking countless hours were spent - theorizing what his impacts on music would have been like if he simply didn't mix prescription drugs and alcohol on September 18th, 1970.

I also thought about my better half and her father who openly share a deep admiration for Jimi Hendrix... I secretly wished that they were both with me taking it in so that I could see what their reactions would be like.

When I wasn't thinking about loved ones, I thought about what compelled visitors to press their lips upon the etched stones of Jimi.  The pictures I took, truly don't do it justice... there were hundreds of lip impressions left on the etched stones and given the amount of precipitation, I'm pretty sure that they kinda wash away or get cleaned off by grounds keepers front time to time.

One of the things I didn't photograph was the center gravestone in the Memorial.  You can kinda see it in the photo I took above, but what you really can't see is the stone alter that all three etchings face.  In the center of that stone alter is a hole...  presumably for flowers, but I secretly hoped that at unannounced times - a FLAME would rip forth and scare the shit out of me.

On the stone were a number of interesting things...  someone left a very shiny penny.  Someone brought a rock/stone from some other foreign place and set it on the far left side of the alter.  It seemed to be set there purposely by whomever left it behind.  An assortment of flowers and other keepsakes were there also, but I felt weird photographing that stuff because those were moments shared by fans and Jimi and I kinda felt like that should be respected.

Each of the portraits above, featured an inscription like the one captured here.

I'm insanely glad that I took time on my visit to take this in...  the experience (no pun intended) was incredibly unique and I recommend anyone who lives around here to check it out and especially recommend it to fans who get to visit the region.

-alamo city rollie-

Where you been Bruh?

My activity on this website took a nose dive around June 1st of 2014...   A project I broke ground on in early 2013, all came to a head in the second week of June and shortly after that I began a slow and painful process of down cycling from a hectic work schedule.

Imagine, pouring yourself into something - for 18 months.  You put your life on pause to work on the biggest project of your life and then in the span of 72 hours, the grind in your life is gone.

Work is still hectic, but its no where near the break neck pace that I was running at.  For the first time in my life, I was overwhelmed with an indescribable fear.   I spent thousands of hours, determining the "next" few steps and I never thought about what life after my project would be like.

Local artist, Mitch Clem - captured our likeness.  Water colors were done by his fiancé Amanda

Local artist, Mitch Clem - captured our likeness.  Water colors were done by his fiancé Amanda

I'll never forget driving home one day and sitting in my apartment before 7:00 PM.  The place felt foreign to me...  I hadn't been home in time for supper in months.  I didn't know what to look for on TV and the pets took up residency at my parents house because I worked around the clock for nearly half a year before the conversion.

Then... when I least expected it.  An opportunity of a lifetime came along in the form of a special lady by the name of Rhiannon.

I met Rhiannon at some point in 2013, but she didn't work out of the home office.  She's been with the company I work at for nearly 10 years, so I was surprised to meet someone with a tenure of that length - nearly 3 years into my work life at my place of employment.

I didn't know very much about her... with the exception that she was very attractive and unusually tall and fit.  I received an email from her last year asking for help and I noticed that the background in her screen grab had an Alabama Crimson Tide wallpaper.   

I replied to the email, with instructions to correct her problem, but I set my wallpaper to an Auburn Tigers backdrop.   My intent was to get a rise out of her and hopefully begin an email exchange that would allow me to talk to her thru a medium I felt most comfortable in...

My plan was sorta foiled, because she informed me that I was dead to her and no longer her friend.  Rhiannon has precious, fuck all time for people who pledge their allegiance to Auburn.

I replied by email and explained that I was only kidding around...  her response was short and we didn't really talk again for over a year - in person or thru correspondence.

As my project neared completion, Rhiannon was stationed near the war room we set up for the Go Live Weekend.  We struck up a number of friendly conversations during the downtimes and we discovered a number of similar interests.  The most important thing I discovered was that Rhiannon was both single and residing again in the city of San Antonio. 

We agreed to go out for drinks after work one night and we spent the entire evening getting to know one another.  We closed down a bar and then we drank on my patio until the sun came up...   without getting into the topics and themes we discussed that night, we both felt a deeper connection to one another.

Before I knew it, a formal courtship took place... we went out on a number of dates, that strung into spending weekends together and we slowly announced our relationship to friends, family and colleagues.  

The ride has been an incredible one...  we happily live with one another and for the first time in my life, I find myself in relationship that reciprocates feelings and thoughts in the way that I always dreamed of doing one day with a person I can spend the rest of my life with.

Needless to say... I've been busy keeping this incredible thing going Bruh.

There will be more soon.  Very, very soon.
-aCr-


Braid covering T'Pau

I've been really bad about taking time to pen entries on this site...   Look for that to change in the coming days.  There's lots to discuss.

In the meantime, here's my favorite band covering T'Pau.

Jonathan Vela, Aquaman to us all...

When I attended my first every comic con in Detroit, roughly 10 years or so ago... I knew that I would make them a part of my life in some capacity.

When I moved to San Antonio, I was surprised by how many Cons the city has to offer.  One of our local cos-players was a gent by the name of Jonathan Vela.   Aquaman.

He passed away this week and in many ways it's kinda sad because he a staple of sorts.  While the news of his passing was quite a shock to me and others who knew and loved him.  The outpouring of good cheer wasn't.

 

Rest in Peace - Jonathan   -   this was taken at ArtSlam in 2012?   

Rest in Peace - Jonathan   -   this was taken at ArtSlam in 2012?   

Lets talk about Scooter Rallies

Wanted to take a little time to plug some rallies that are being thrown by me and friends around the states.

First and foremost... my club (Strangers S.C.) is throwing its third and last "Rally De Los Muertos" Rally this October.  We're calling it "Fin De Los Muertos".   Robert Vito, lent his design skills again and I'm of the opinion that he fucking killed it.

You can register by going to: rallydelosmuertos.com
We'll not only get to have drinks together, we'll likely be doing that shit in costume.


Riff Raff Scooter Club in Austin is throwing "The Dirty Rally" - September 26th thru 28th
I'll be in attendance, showing mad support for my homies and I'll also be catching Joyce Manor on the 27th.  It's going to be a great fucking weekend.  Registration: http://www.dirtyrally.com

 

 

 

 

 

OK.  I'm going to try and not get weepy over this one.  My scooter club mates in Detroit are throwing Motor City Shakedown 10 this weekend.  I'm kinda kicking myself for not getting on a plane tonight to be there for the weekend.  I've done some crazier shit tho'...   Anyhoo - I'll never forget the work that went into planning the first one.  To all my fellow Rovers - I love you madly.  Register: www.motorcityshakedown.com

Lastly...  my boy CLARK and the Columbus Cutters are going to do their goddam thing this September.   It's a passage of the Fall Season that I miss more than you can ever imagine.  I can't stress how amazing this Camping Rally is.   Registration: Scootaque.com

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Dream Police

so in this crazy dream I had the other night…
I found myself telling a story about how I used to moonlight as a locksmith on the weekend.

a.) I’ve never been a locksmith and I’ve never had an interest in picking locks for profit
b.) I genuinely have no idea how keys and locks work.  I know there’s pins and teeth involved tho’.

As i’m sharing the story, I begin to vividly dramatize the story and I’m sorta reliving the story.   I got called by a small print shop (they print shirts and what not) -  that is operated by a hoarder.  

Have you ever seen those hoarder shows?  I’ve never seen one, mainly because I got kinda grossed out by seeing a commercial for one and I heard in an interview that the one thing that all hoarders have in common - is that they all have large collection of sex toys.

Like the guy on A&E/Discovery/History - what ever channel its on…  he said that they have to edit this out of every show, but it’s always the thing that the production staff puts money on.  They all guess how long it’s going to take before they find the bag of dicks.

Anyhoo…  I show up and opening the door is easy.  What isn’t easy is getting to the people who are kinda trapped behind all the shit that has collapsed.

Some of it was t-shirts… the other stuff was the kinda stuff you would see in a super cluttered antique shop.

I started to feel crazy claustrophobia…

While I’m in this dream, tell the story about participating in a fictional rescue - i start to think about a nightmare that I’ve been trying to suppress for a while.

It was like inception…  I fell into a deeper dream.  I found myself in a familiar room with a small door above me.  I then had this panic… and I couldn’t wake up.  It was like deja vu…  i knew that the only way out was this little crawl space but if I crawled through it to get out I would be in a horror house of sorts that contained something very evil in it.

I began the process of crawling through the space and every step I took forward - propelled me deeper and deeper into the original nightmare that I’ve been trying to forget.

My anxiety went through the roof and I sorta broke out of it and woke up.   

When I did wake up - I had a few seconds where I couldn’t tell what was real and what wasn’t.   I had to really think if I ever crawled through an empty house. I had to really think if I ever did part time work as a locksmith…   I had to really think if I unleashed something evil once.

Masters of Sex - Season 2 Premiere

Guys,

Masters of Sex is back and I just got around to seeing the Season 2 debut episode...   After binge watching it a couple of months ago, I kinda settled into the episode not really thinking about the characters of the show and where the characters left off...

All in all, I thought the episode was pretty good.  The episode sorta set out a number of story lines that should make for a pretty interesting season.

Let me quickly say that I'm very stoked to see that Bill Masters has gained employment again and it looks like he will resume his "study" at a new hospital.   He went about doing this in a clumsy way, but it looks like he'll be bring Virginia into the fold in the next episode or so.

Virginia's character, in my opinion - is the most important character of the show...   this episode however did a great job of shifting the weight around.

Example:  Bill Masters, sorta seemed 2 dimensional to me.   He loves his work and he loves fucking Virginia.   He seem's to have gotten better at sex because of sleeping with Virginia - but he isn't exactly taking these lessons home to impress Mrs. Masters.  

I the debut episode, we got to see him lash out at his Ohio mother and pretty much run away with shitty father of the year award.

Which is saying a lot, given that Barton Scully, the older mentor who is seeking electro-shock therapy to cure his homosexual ways...  decided to attempt suicide at home when his 20 year old daughter came in for a visit.

I was pretty bored with the development of his character last year, but I've kinda come around full circle on him...

Virginia didn't seem to get a lot of love in my recap, but she did an amazing job of reprising her amazingness on this episode by doing some incredible supporting actress work throughout the episode.

Looking incredibly forward to season 2

No Coast

Citizens of Earth...

Hi there...

It's been a while huh?

I feel like I sorta owe you an explanation...   I kinda lost my mind a few weeks ago.   I entered the month of June, knowing that it would be impossible to continue my album a day journal and complete a work assignment that nearly sent me to a therapist.

I know I have a flair for being over dramatic...  but I'm seriously not fucking around.  My work assignment seriously sent me over the edge and I've been slowly cycling down the past two weeks as I ease back into a normalized work/life balance.

I want to quickly thank my family, mentors, friends and especially the people I reached out to in the past couple of weeks as I acclimate back to being "Rollie" again.

I've been thinking a lot about my new years resolution and the Album A Day Project I began earlier this year.   I feel compelled to catch up and see it through...  I mean - I knocked out 5 complete months of daily reviews.   I learned a lot about myself in the process and at the same time I learned that there's something very exhausting about constantly looking the next new thing to listen to.   The past 40 or so days have allowed me to revisit a number of records I've really enjoyed in 2014...   It was nice to not squeeze in 50 minutes to purposely listen to an album and then spend another 30 minutes thinking about what that record made me feel.

I've come to the realization that I really want to push myself to share stories and thoughts on this site... If they happen to touch on music/film/lit/life/love... so fucking be it.  I don't want to confine myself to a box anymore...

Maybe I'll write 2,000 words about a quote from a movie I saw the other night (Francis Ha) tomorrow....  Perhaps I'll vaguely pen 1,000 words about a certain someone that has my head and heart in a pretzel.

What I do know, is that I'm going to keep it 300 - here on out through 2014.   If you've enjoyed what I've scribbled thus far, I guess you're going to be in for a treat because from here on out - I'm going to approach this like Braid approached their latest album.  

No knock on music within.  I'm not really a fan of the sleeve work.

No Coast

What, you thought I wouldn't weigh in on my favorite band releasing their first album in 16 years this week? Are you fucking mental?   Did I pre-order the album a number of months ago?  YES.  Did I lose my shit when NPR made the album available online for streaming? YES.  Did I redeem my MP3 download from TopShelfRecords on midnight July 8th? THRICE YES.

Before I share my initial thoughts on the new Braid album...   I want you to understand that I have an irrational love for this band.  I vividly remember the first time I heard their music.  I've seen them numerous times live in my lifetime and I've seriously considered flying to a city in the near future to catch them perform on the first leg of the No Coast tour.

I'm in the tank for this band.   Possibly more so than any other band in my musical library.

A couple of years ago, the band put out 4 song EP entitled Closer to Closed - the release consisted of 3 new tracks and a cover.  It sorta provided a trajectory of where the band was heading as a collective group of friends (in their 30s) who above all enjoy recording and performing music together.

Roughly a year or so ago, Braid released 2 songs (which are on No Coast) on a split EP (entitled SPLIT) with Balance and Composure.  It took a number of listens... but I sorta cobbled the two releases and I came to grips with what Braid was going to sound like 16 years after Frame and Canvas.

When I listened to the opening track Bang - I kinda settled into setting my expectations for the record.  I've always championed Chris Broach songs over Nana ones so I was really stoked to hear him reins on the second track of the album - East End Hollows.

The album is freakishly balanced in that respect...  Nana and Broach are equally represented on this album.  The song No Coast (a play on Chicago being in the midwest and the band not wanting to coast through the recording of this album) - equally features the two trading vocal duties.  It's possibly the song I'm most excited to hear them perform live...  

I'm slowly starting to explore and get a lot more familiar with the later tracks of the album now.  Two stand out tracks: Put Some Wings On That Kid  and Life Crisis - are interesting and cryptic in way that only Nana can deliver.  In a recent interview Nana opened up about his documenting habit and recently meeting his real parents (he's an adoptee). 

All in all - I think the album is great. 10 of the 12 songs were new to me and my favorite band has released 15 new tracks over the past 3 years.  

If you get a chance to watch Killing A Camera (re-shot in 2004) you can begin to see that these guys never wanted to really break up.  This is the sound of 4 friends truly not compromising their friendships or artistic visions.

There's something nice about loving a band that isn't intending to break through in terms of fan base recognition.  They just continue to effect those who stop long enough to listen. 

Built to Spill - There's Nothing Wrong with Love

I didn't get much sleep last night.  I got in just before 3 am and everyone got back to the office before 11 am.

Calendar days continue to slip away and our conversion day continues to get closer and closer...  brought in a favorite album to listen to at the office.

This was the second Built to Spill album I ever purchased...  I had picked up Keep it Secret a couple of months earlier and I decided to check out some of their earlier stuff.

When I heard the song "Car" I was pretty convinced that this band could never do any wrong...  Doug's guitar work and lyrical compositions managed to win me over in record time.  

There's something about Built to Spill songs that bend and turn unexpectedly at times.  He finds ways to bend notes and words in ways that are unlike any other artists in my library.

If you've never heard this album, I can't stress how good it is.

Standout Tracks:


Plague Vendor - Free to Eat

Completing this entry a few days after starting the entry during my listen of Plague Vendor's - Free to Eat.

Been working some insane hours the past couple of days...  I could have selected one of 20 albums I listened to in its entirety today.  I got out of the office at some point Saturday morning 2ish AM after punching through a full day at the office.

I'm officially 14 days (as of June 1st) away from launching our ERP conversion.  The entries from this point forth are going to be very scattered.  I just noticed that my entry for May 28th didn't post from my work computer....   

Strange.

Anyhoo..  I've been listening to this album for nearly a month now.  I haven't been able to arrive at a conclusion just yet on wether I like it or not.  By that I mean, should I add it to my collection of albums...

The album is good.  I would actually go out of my way to recommend it a number of my friends who especially listen to West Coast (California) Punk.   There's something however that I can't put my finger on...  something that is keeping me from wanting to plunk down my hard earned money on it and I can't seem to figure out what it is.

Standout Tracks: